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I am going to tell you about my weekend, this is really nothing I usually do. But this weekend was so crazy that I felt a strong anxiety to write about it somewhere.
It started at school, I woke up at 7 and I thought oh no big deal it's friday, a crazy weekend ahead, I can oversleep without anything happening. I slept through to about 10 o'clock, then I just figured(after I had woken up and had breakfast) ****! I had missed my time with study and career counselor ... It took me a while before I actually did went off to her and made an appointment. But not even this, which would normally be able to get me to be a little down (which I'm quite serious in my studies), it is delayed, for a crazy weekend.
I went to school, typically ... English lesson was canceled, and religion A which I was to read after it was voluntary. In other words, no lessons left for the day, which only made me even more psyched to come out this weekend. It was so that the day before (on Thursday) so I sat up pretty late and chatted with a very pretty girl who goes in my class, Johanna. The two of us goes in the third ring, reading social science program. We sat up and discussed our project, you know we are involved in project work in the 3rd year and I had the pleasure of working with Johanna, is not enough that she was the prettiest girl I know, but also because she is very intelligent.
We sat and discussed some of the calls that needed to be done, people who had contacted and how we would solve the problems we have encountered, nothing interesting really. However, it became interesting later, I noticed that Johanna was behaving a bit strange, call me what you want but when a "classmate" suddenly flirts around with hearts and smileys I got a very tingly feeling in my stomach.
It all started when she told me about some problems she had with her boyfriend, how he treated her and so. We got into the topic because she thought I had been very "cold" in school, I was not like that typical happy that I was otherwise. So I told her that I was just overly stressed from being the best Mage EU and being social, plus all the tests and above all national tests in Swedish and Certificate in Advanced English, which I also read. She knew of course that this could be a stressful position to be in, and then she told me about their problems and that she felt the same.
I tried all day to come up with great tips and tried to show presence, that I was listening (I mean hey how many get the chance to discuss private stuff with JOHANNA!), But this was a very difficult task, I must say. My heart was beating at triple speed, it felt like. Then when she started writing things like "Thank you <3" and "You're so kind <3, thanks for listening" so I felt a pang of happiness while I was incredibly nervous.
It felt like my heart would jump out of my chest when she went into deeper details, she said her boyfriend was pretty rough in bed and that she had not had sex that she actually thought was good since forever. That he was rough was really nothing strange, he was, after all, Peter Isa. The toughest on the Syrian at school, he always skipped school to continue to invent all sorts of mischief and always came away because the ****er is so damn good at playing innocent before the teachers.
After we had talked a bit about this for a while, she asked what I would do this weekend. I said I probably would not do anything special, maybe hang with my good friend Amadeus.
Honestly, this was incredibly unexpected, but she asked us if we wanted to come to party with her, Emily and Anna. She told me that Peter would be on the Speedway races at the weekend (he is pretty good in Speedway Racing). I responded directly, saying that obviously we would like to join.
Then after that I got a good night, hugs <3 of her before she left the chat. I think I read through all our conversation three times after she had gone. I could not understand it!
You know how often has had a person they have always been in love with, but you can not get to various reasons? Johanna is my person in that context, I have attended the same class as her then 6-ball and now I'm in 3rd place in high school. That I would go out partying with her was incredible.
Anyway, I called Amadeus, even if it was 01:00 in to the night between Thursday and Friday, and he replied tired:
"What the **** do you want geek? I'm sleeping"
"Hey Ama! We're going to a party with Johanna and her pals"
"**** no, I can't be asked to go to some party" said Amadeus.
"Anna and Emily will be there ..." I said a little quiet
"Geek when will we go?" Amadeus said while he sounded wide awake.
"She said we were on the pre-party at Anna at 8, then slide further towards Hugo Nightclub at 11."
"Ok I will come, let me sleep now"
* CLICK *
Since I had no lessons so I ate quickly in the dining room, and then I slid on to Amadeus school to check what's up. Luckily for me was that Amadeus class ended just when I arrived, so we met up and discussed the plan for tonight. He made it clear to me that this is probably my only chance of something happening between me and Johanna. She pulls course and studying far away next year while I remain here for a while. Then we headed home to Amadeus and chill for a while with him before we could go.
It is almost 8 and we went to Anna's house, I had been here before on a housewarming party when we went in the 8th grade so I remembered the road quite well. I called nervously on the doorbell and it was not long before the door opened, to my delight, a super beautiful Johanna, who welcomed me in with a big hug. The house itself was quite small, we entered the hall, where there was a mirror, some clothes that were hung and two doors, the front led to the kitchen and the other to a toilet. Later there was the living room, where there were three sofas, one had two seats, one was an easy chairs, one had three seats. It was quite nicely decorated, the furnishings were fairly new it seemed.
Johanna hurried to grab my hand and take with me and introduce me to everyone who was there, Amadeus also hung with me. Once inside the living room sat a couple of people, maybe 6-7 people and played some drinking games with cards while it was quite loud music, lucrative with Big O, included the hit singles that were played. Anna sat there and talked to Emilia, Amadeus rushed in to her to visit and immediately began to mingle. Judging from how it appeared at that time, so it looked like they were pretty good with each other, it was mostly because they laughed often quite high and all the little smiles that revealed this to me. I stood there for a while and just looked at the people who danced and tried to tag for the celebration, I felt pretty unwelcome though, do not misunderstand me. They had given me a warm welcome and asked me to feel like home, but I still felt like I was in a place where I belong when I otherwise is the typical gamer.
Just when I thought oh, this was a bad idea and planned to leave the pre-party Johanna came, with tears in his eye and asked if we could talk. I took her out of the back and listened to what she had to say. Typically, she had received a drunken call of her boyfriend Peter in which he had said all sorts of things to her, and said he would go and **** a girl, Cecilia, who had accompanied him on speed racing. Johanna said she did not really want that Cecilia would follow from the very beginning because she knew she liked Peter. But as I mentioned earlier, Peter was one hell of a boy to play innocent, so she finally agreed to this.
She started to blame himself and I hugged her and said that it was not her fault, and that maybe he was just being drunk and that everything would be fine. She asked: "Do you really think so?" and I only replied "I hope so". Then she looked away, but had a hair covering over her cheek, I do not know why but I grabbed her cheek gently with my hand and took it away, we immediately gained eye contact and unselfish and stupid as I am, I looked away , I did not see the chance I had to kiss my dream girl there. Actually, maybe that's the way that I can only speak for myself that it was so, but I was just scared?
Johanna and I said no more, we just smiled a bit and went in to the party again.
The people inside seemed to be quite drunk, especially Amadeus who sat and drew high jokes and seemed to have more fun than he ever had. I was glad for his sake, for both Anna and Emily showed great interest, they were playing with his hair and gave him a lot of attention. Eventually, I heard Sara (another girl who was on the pre-party) to say that we would start walking down to the Hugo Nightclub now to avoid the queues, everyone thought this was a superb idea and we started to dress ourselves. When I bent to tie my shoes Johanna spanked me on the ass lightly and I smiled in embarrassment afterwards. We went there , this is a walk of about 15 minutes. All the way, I and Johanna walked behind the whole gang of 6-7 people, and whispered some stuff to each other as it was intended that the others would not hear. There was really nothing special, we discussed who would hook up tonight and such. Random partytalk that is.
It was only at the bridge which is just before the Scandic Hotel, which my hand and Johannas hand happened to touch each other. There was really no big deal perhaps, but none of us wanted to remove his hand. We held our hands like that for maybe 10 seconds, but it felt like 10 years. Eventually she took my hand and we walked the last 5 minutes to Hugo Nightclub holding hands. Amadeus went between Anna and Emily a bit ahead of us, with one arm on Emilia and the other of Anna (Emily on the right side, Anna on the left side).
The feeling I felt when we held hands was unreal, I had the urge to jump in front of the tram that drove past us just to see if I could get hurt. I felt myself flying about.
Finally inside the nightclub so we danced off, we walked around and mingled, and I saw Amadeus make out with Anna after only about 5 minutes we've been in here. Johanna looked at me and laughed a bit (she had previously guessed that they would hook up when we were on the way up to the nightclub). I tried as best I could to dance inside on the dance floor with Amadeus later, just for fun. Then Johanna jumped between us and we danced all three, Amadeus took that it was time to be a good friend and disappeared into the crowd. We were dancing very close to each other and kissed gently. We held hands and moved on to another room, where you can smoke and the music is not as loud in there. kind of a mingling room, where Amadeus sat, not surprisingly, and made out with Emilia, now it was my turn to laugh (I did guess that) and Johanna hit me lightly on the arm with a smile.
Anna saw this, the reaction was certainly not the one I thought, for in my brain said it "Catfight inc" but the result instead was that she jumped into his lap, and started to mess with him and Emilia. Then all three started to make out, and then make their way home to Anna again.
Sara and the others who had also been at the pre party was nowhere to be seen, and to my disappointment I did not see Johanna, either. I decided that this was always a start, and left Hugo with a good mood.
Just when I had gone through the door that led out to the streets, I felt that someone grabbed my hand from behind, this was Johanna. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek and was taken to a nervous hello ..?
I hugged her and answered completely happy, like a child who goes down to find the presents under the Christmas tree with a huge smile that was not going to be erased from my lips the next few minutes. She asked where I was headed, I said I was going home and when she asked if we could join company as we live pretty close. Of course we did this too.
On the way to where I lived who was not at all long maybe 5 minutes if you walked at a fast pace, we laughed, told jokes and just enjoyed each others company. When I wrote the code for the door and I started to remember.
"Damn it, they close it at 12 on Fridays, it's 03:00 O'clock! And nobody's home!"
She replied calmly if we could not call anyone to open, we couldn't.
So she asked nervously:
"You can sleep with me if you want, no one is home anyway and you can sleep on the couch if you want"
I did not hesitate a second, but still tried to sound a bit unsure as to the atmosphere would not be destroyed.
We walked further to her house and went inside, she asked if I wanted to eat something but I said I was good.
She said that she was at least going to eat something, so she made a sandwich.
After Johanna had eaten we went on into her room, to watch TV, pearl harbour was on, I was laying in the couch which was turned so that the TV would not be seen from it, unless you turned your neck a lot. Which led to that johanna said "Comeon over here, you can't see anything from there"
I tried to smile, but it wasn't really successful, I got up off the couch and went to the bed, laid down right next to her, just as Ben Affleck tried to impress his doctor on Pearl Harbour I felt her hand on my thigh, I thought she put it there by mistake, but it slowly started going upwards.
One thing led to another, which I cannot post here due to it is inappropriate.
After we did this anyhow, we fell asleep, she was very close to me, I could feel her warmth coming in to my body.
A while later after about 2 hours of sleep, I awoke to a screaming Peter, bashing in the air, standing in front of Johanna shouting, "What the hell are you doing, you whore! I hate you!"
My first thought was that I had to flee, but then he slapped her on the cheek, suddenly something started to rise in me, I felt anger, a lot, I stood up walked up to him, he shouted that he was going to kill me, he tried to hit Johanna again, I stopped his arm on it's way to her face with my left hand, took my right hand and I bashed him in his stomach as hard as I could, following it up with my knee to his head as he beant forward form the punch, when he was dizzy after the hits, I took his head and smashed it on the metal frame to the bed, I then took him by his shirt and threw him out shouting, "Come back tomorrow, you're drunk so we can talk about this like adults" I then closed the door, but he kept punching it, until the neighbours shouted that they will call the cops, he then disappeared.
I walked back to Johanna, who sat on the floor, shaking, crying, I sat down right beside her, comforting her, hugging her, telling her that everything is alright, it's quiet now, you are safe with me.
she kissed me gently, we sat there for about 10 minutes, just holding eachother, whispering, gently.
I asked her if she wanted to sleep, she didn't speak only nodded, I helped her to get on her feet, walked her to the bed, and we laid down in the bed together, close to eachother, holding one another, feeling the warmth of our bodies surrounding us, sheltering us, feeling safe, we fell asleep.
I woke up the other day noticing no one was in the bed with me, I first thought that god did I dream this weekend? Could this really have happened? It felt unreal, I walked out to the kitchen, where the girl of my dreams sat down at a table, eating breakfast, there were already some sandwiches made for me, so I sat down and ate them talking to her, about everything that had happened this weekend...
Yours sincerely Ph3noM
It started at school, I woke up at 7 and I thought oh no big deal it's friday, a crazy weekend ahead, I can oversleep without anything happening. I slept through to about 10 o'clock, then I just figured(after I had woken up and had breakfast) ****! I had missed my time with study and career counselor ... It took me a while before I actually did went off to her and made an appointment. But not even this, which would normally be able to get me to be a little down (which I'm quite serious in my studies), it is delayed, for a crazy weekend.
I went to school, typically ... English lesson was canceled, and religion A which I was to read after it was voluntary. In other words, no lessons left for the day, which only made me even more psyched to come out this weekend. It was so that the day before (on Thursday) so I sat up pretty late and chatted with a very pretty girl who goes in my class, Johanna. The two of us goes in the third ring, reading social science program. We sat up and discussed our project, you know we are involved in project work in the 3rd year and I had the pleasure of working with Johanna, is not enough that she was the prettiest girl I know, but also because she is very intelligent.
We sat and discussed some of the calls that needed to be done, people who had contacted and how we would solve the problems we have encountered, nothing interesting really. However, it became interesting later, I noticed that Johanna was behaving a bit strange, call me what you want but when a "classmate" suddenly flirts around with hearts and smileys I got a very tingly feeling in my stomach.
It all started when she told me about some problems she had with her boyfriend, how he treated her and so. We got into the topic because she thought I had been very "cold" in school, I was not like that typical happy that I was otherwise. So I told her that I was just overly stressed from being the best Mage EU and being social, plus all the tests and above all national tests in Swedish and Certificate in Advanced English, which I also read. She knew of course that this could be a stressful position to be in, and then she told me about their problems and that she felt the same.
I tried all day to come up with great tips and tried to show presence, that I was listening (I mean hey how many get the chance to discuss private stuff with JOHANNA!), But this was a very difficult task, I must say. My heart was beating at triple speed, it felt like. Then when she started writing things like "Thank you <3" and "You're so kind <3, thanks for listening" so I felt a pang of happiness while I was incredibly nervous.
It felt like my heart would jump out of my chest when she went into deeper details, she said her boyfriend was pretty rough in bed and that she had not had sex that she actually thought was good since forever. That he was rough was really nothing strange, he was, after all, Peter Isa. The toughest on the Syrian at school, he always skipped school to continue to invent all sorts of mischief and always came away because the ****er is so damn good at playing innocent before the teachers.
After we had talked a bit about this for a while, she asked what I would do this weekend. I said I probably would not do anything special, maybe hang with my good friend Amadeus.
Honestly, this was incredibly unexpected, but she asked us if we wanted to come to party with her, Emily and Anna. She told me that Peter would be on the Speedway races at the weekend (he is pretty good in Speedway Racing). I responded directly, saying that obviously we would like to join.
Then after that I got a good night, hugs <3 of her before she left the chat. I think I read through all our conversation three times after she had gone. I could not understand it!
You know how often has had a person they have always been in love with, but you can not get to various reasons? Johanna is my person in that context, I have attended the same class as her then 6-ball and now I'm in 3rd place in high school. That I would go out partying with her was incredible.
Anyway, I called Amadeus, even if it was 01:00 in to the night between Thursday and Friday, and he replied tired:
"What the **** do you want geek? I'm sleeping"
"Hey Ama! We're going to a party with Johanna and her pals"
"**** no, I can't be asked to go to some party" said Amadeus.
"Anna and Emily will be there ..." I said a little quiet
"Geek when will we go?" Amadeus said while he sounded wide awake.
"She said we were on the pre-party at Anna at 8, then slide further towards Hugo Nightclub at 11."
"Ok I will come, let me sleep now"
* CLICK *
Since I had no lessons so I ate quickly in the dining room, and then I slid on to Amadeus school to check what's up. Luckily for me was that Amadeus class ended just when I arrived, so we met up and discussed the plan for tonight. He made it clear to me that this is probably my only chance of something happening between me and Johanna. She pulls course and studying far away next year while I remain here for a while. Then we headed home to Amadeus and chill for a while with him before we could go.
It is almost 8 and we went to Anna's house, I had been here before on a housewarming party when we went in the 8th grade so I remembered the road quite well. I called nervously on the doorbell and it was not long before the door opened, to my delight, a super beautiful Johanna, who welcomed me in with a big hug. The house itself was quite small, we entered the hall, where there was a mirror, some clothes that were hung and two doors, the front led to the kitchen and the other to a toilet. Later there was the living room, where there were three sofas, one had two seats, one was an easy chairs, one had three seats. It was quite nicely decorated, the furnishings were fairly new it seemed.
Johanna hurried to grab my hand and take with me and introduce me to everyone who was there, Amadeus also hung with me. Once inside the living room sat a couple of people, maybe 6-7 people and played some drinking games with cards while it was quite loud music, lucrative with Big O, included the hit singles that were played. Anna sat there and talked to Emilia, Amadeus rushed in to her to visit and immediately began to mingle. Judging from how it appeared at that time, so it looked like they were pretty good with each other, it was mostly because they laughed often quite high and all the little smiles that revealed this to me. I stood there for a while and just looked at the people who danced and tried to tag for the celebration, I felt pretty unwelcome though, do not misunderstand me. They had given me a warm welcome and asked me to feel like home, but I still felt like I was in a place where I belong when I otherwise is the typical gamer.
Just when I thought oh, this was a bad idea and planned to leave the pre-party Johanna came, with tears in his eye and asked if we could talk. I took her out of the back and listened to what she had to say. Typically, she had received a drunken call of her boyfriend Peter in which he had said all sorts of things to her, and said he would go and **** a girl, Cecilia, who had accompanied him on speed racing. Johanna said she did not really want that Cecilia would follow from the very beginning because she knew she liked Peter. But as I mentioned earlier, Peter was one hell of a boy to play innocent, so she finally agreed to this.
She started to blame himself and I hugged her and said that it was not her fault, and that maybe he was just being drunk and that everything would be fine. She asked: "Do you really think so?" and I only replied "I hope so". Then she looked away, but had a hair covering over her cheek, I do not know why but I grabbed her cheek gently with my hand and took it away, we immediately gained eye contact and unselfish and stupid as I am, I looked away , I did not see the chance I had to kiss my dream girl there. Actually, maybe that's the way that I can only speak for myself that it was so, but I was just scared?
Johanna and I said no more, we just smiled a bit and went in to the party again.
The people inside seemed to be quite drunk, especially Amadeus who sat and drew high jokes and seemed to have more fun than he ever had. I was glad for his sake, for both Anna and Emily showed great interest, they were playing with his hair and gave him a lot of attention. Eventually, I heard Sara (another girl who was on the pre-party) to say that we would start walking down to the Hugo Nightclub now to avoid the queues, everyone thought this was a superb idea and we started to dress ourselves. When I bent to tie my shoes Johanna spanked me on the ass lightly and I smiled in embarrassment afterwards. We went there , this is a walk of about 15 minutes. All the way, I and Johanna walked behind the whole gang of 6-7 people, and whispered some stuff to each other as it was intended that the others would not hear. There was really nothing special, we discussed who would hook up tonight and such. Random partytalk that is.
It was only at the bridge which is just before the Scandic Hotel, which my hand and Johannas hand happened to touch each other. There was really no big deal perhaps, but none of us wanted to remove his hand. We held our hands like that for maybe 10 seconds, but it felt like 10 years. Eventually she took my hand and we walked the last 5 minutes to Hugo Nightclub holding hands. Amadeus went between Anna and Emily a bit ahead of us, with one arm on Emilia and the other of Anna (Emily on the right side, Anna on the left side).
The feeling I felt when we held hands was unreal, I had the urge to jump in front of the tram that drove past us just to see if I could get hurt. I felt myself flying about.
Finally inside the nightclub so we danced off, we walked around and mingled, and I saw Amadeus make out with Anna after only about 5 minutes we've been in here. Johanna looked at me and laughed a bit (she had previously guessed that they would hook up when we were on the way up to the nightclub). I tried as best I could to dance inside on the dance floor with Amadeus later, just for fun. Then Johanna jumped between us and we danced all three, Amadeus took that it was time to be a good friend and disappeared into the crowd. We were dancing very close to each other and kissed gently. We held hands and moved on to another room, where you can smoke and the music is not as loud in there. kind of a mingling room, where Amadeus sat, not surprisingly, and made out with Emilia, now it was my turn to laugh (I did guess that) and Johanna hit me lightly on the arm with a smile.
Anna saw this, the reaction was certainly not the one I thought, for in my brain said it "Catfight inc" but the result instead was that she jumped into his lap, and started to mess with him and Emilia. Then all three started to make out, and then make their way home to Anna again.
Sara and the others who had also been at the pre party was nowhere to be seen, and to my disappointment I did not see Johanna, either. I decided that this was always a start, and left Hugo with a good mood.
Just when I had gone through the door that led out to the streets, I felt that someone grabbed my hand from behind, this was Johanna. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek and was taken to a nervous hello ..?
I hugged her and answered completely happy, like a child who goes down to find the presents under the Christmas tree with a huge smile that was not going to be erased from my lips the next few minutes. She asked where I was headed, I said I was going home and when she asked if we could join company as we live pretty close. Of course we did this too.
On the way to where I lived who was not at all long maybe 5 minutes if you walked at a fast pace, we laughed, told jokes and just enjoyed each others company. When I wrote the code for the door and I started to remember.
"Damn it, they close it at 12 on Fridays, it's 03:00 O'clock! And nobody's home!"
She replied calmly if we could not call anyone to open, we couldn't.
So she asked nervously:
"You can sleep with me if you want, no one is home anyway and you can sleep on the couch if you want"
I did not hesitate a second, but still tried to sound a bit unsure as to the atmosphere would not be destroyed.
We walked further to her house and went inside, she asked if I wanted to eat something but I said I was good.
She said that she was at least going to eat something, so she made a sandwich.
After Johanna had eaten we went on into her room, to watch TV, pearl harbour was on, I was laying in the couch which was turned so that the TV would not be seen from it, unless you turned your neck a lot. Which led to that johanna said "Comeon over here, you can't see anything from there"
I tried to smile, but it wasn't really successful, I got up off the couch and went to the bed, laid down right next to her, just as Ben Affleck tried to impress his doctor on Pearl Harbour I felt her hand on my thigh, I thought she put it there by mistake, but it slowly started going upwards.
One thing led to another, which I cannot post here due to it is inappropriate.
After we did this anyhow, we fell asleep, she was very close to me, I could feel her warmth coming in to my body.
A while later after about 2 hours of sleep, I awoke to a screaming Peter, bashing in the air, standing in front of Johanna shouting, "What the hell are you doing, you whore! I hate you!"
My first thought was that I had to flee, but then he slapped her on the cheek, suddenly something started to rise in me, I felt anger, a lot, I stood up walked up to him, he shouted that he was going to kill me, he tried to hit Johanna again, I stopped his arm on it's way to her face with my left hand, took my right hand and I bashed him in his stomach as hard as I could, following it up with my knee to his head as he beant forward form the punch, when he was dizzy after the hits, I took his head and smashed it on the metal frame to the bed, I then took him by his shirt and threw him out shouting, "Come back tomorrow, you're drunk so we can talk about this like adults" I then closed the door, but he kept punching it, until the neighbours shouted that they will call the cops, he then disappeared.
I walked back to Johanna, who sat on the floor, shaking, crying, I sat down right beside her, comforting her, hugging her, telling her that everything is alright, it's quiet now, you are safe with me.
she kissed me gently, we sat there for about 10 minutes, just holding eachother, whispering, gently.
I asked her if she wanted to sleep, she didn't speak only nodded, I helped her to get on her feet, walked her to the bed, and we laid down in the bed together, close to eachother, holding one another, feeling the warmth of our bodies surrounding us, sheltering us, feeling safe, we fell asleep.
I woke up the other day noticing no one was in the bed with me, I first thought that god did I dream this weekend? Could this really have happened? It felt unreal, I walked out to the kitchen, where the girl of my dreams sat down at a table, eating breakfast, there were already some sandwiches made for me, so I sat down and ate them talking to her, about everything that had happened this weekend...
Yours sincerely Ph3noM
Tillägg av Ph3noM 2011-05-14 10:36
Utan censur, med sex, upon MachTheGreat request!
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Utan censur, med sex, upon MachTheGreat request!
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I am going to tell you about my weekend, this is really nothing I usually do. But this weekend was so crazy that I felt a strong anxiety to write about it somewhere.
It started at school, I woke up at 7 and I thought oh no big deal it's friday, a crazy weekend ahead, I can oversleep without anything happening. I slept through to about 10 o'clock, then I just figured(after I had woken up and had breakfast) ****! I had missed my time with study and career counselor ... It took me a while before I actually did went off to her and made an appointment. But not even this, which would normally be able to get me to be a little down (which I'm quite serious in my studies), it is delayed, for a crazy weekend.
I went to school, typically ... English lesson was canceled, and religion A which I was to read after it was voluntary. In other words, no lessons left for the day, which only made me even more psyched to come out this weekend. It was so that the day before (on Thursday) so I sat up pretty late and chatted with a very pretty girl who goes in my class, Johanna. The two of us goes in the third ring, reading social science program. We sat up and discussed our project, you know we are involved in project work in the 3rd year and I had the pleasure of working with Johanna, is not enough that she was the prettiest girl I know, but also because she is very intelligent.
We sat and discussed some of the calls that needed to be done, people who had contacted and how we would solve the problems we have encountered, nothing interesting really. However, it became interesting later, I noticed that Johanna was behaving a bit strange, call me what you want but when a "classmate" suddenly flirts around with hearts and smileys I got a very tingly feeling in my stomach.
It all started when she told me about some problems she had with her boyfriend, how he treated her and so. We got into the topic because she thought I had been very "cold" in school, I was not like that typical happy that I was otherwise. So I told her that I was just overly stressed from being the best Mage EU and being social, plus all the tests and above all national tests in Swedish and Certificate in Advanced English, which I also read. She knew of course that this could be a stressful position to be in, and then she told me about their problems and that she felt the same.
I tried all day to come up with great tips and tried to show presence, that I was listening (I mean hey how many get the chance to discuss private stuff with JOHANNA!), But this was a very difficult task, I must say. My heart was beating at triple speed, it felt like. Then when she started writing things like "Thank you <3" and "You're so kind <3, thanks for listening" so I felt a pang of happiness while I was incredibly nervous.
It felt like my heart would jump out of my chest when she went into deeper details, she said her boyfriend was pretty rough in bed and that she had not had sex that she actually thought was good since forever. That he was rough was really nothing strange, he was, after all, Peter Isa. The toughest on the Syrian at school, he always skipped school to continue to invent all sorts of mischief and always came away because the ****er is so damn good at playing innocent before the teachers.
After we had talked a bit about this for a while, she asked what I would do this weekend. I said I probably would not do anything special, maybe hang with my good friend Amadeus.
Honestly, this was incredibly unexpected, but she asked us if we wanted to come to party with her, Emily and Anna. She told me that Peter would be on the Speedway races at the weekend (he is pretty good in Speedway Racing). I responded directly, saying that obviously we would like to join.
Then after that I got a good night, hugs <3 of her before she left the chat. I think I read through all our conversation three times after she had gone. I could not understand it!
You know how often has had a person they have always been in love with, but you can not get to various reasons? Johanna is my person in that context, I have attended the same class as her then 6-ball and now I'm in 3rd place in high school. That I would go out partying with her was incredible.
Anyway, I called Amadeus, even if it was 01:00 in to the night between Thursday and Friday, and he replied tired:
"What the **** do you want geek? I'm sleeping"
"Hey Ama! We're going to a party with Johanna and her pals"
"**** no, I can't be asked to go to some party" said Amadeus.
"Anna and Emily will be there ..." I said a little quiet
"Geek when will we go?" Amadeus said while he sounded wide awake.
"She said we were on the pre-party at Anna at 8, then slide further towards Hugo Nightclub at 11."
"Ok I will come, let me sleep now"
* CLICK *
Since I had no lessons so I ate quickly in the dining room, and then I slid on to Amadeus school to check what's up. Luckily for me was that Amadeus class ended just when I arrived, so we met up and discussed the plan for tonight. He made it clear to me that this is probably my only chance of something happening between me and Johanna. She pulls course and studying far away next year while I remain here for a while. Then we headed home to Amadeus and chill for a while with him before we could go.
It is almost 8 and we went to Anna's house, I had been here before on a housewarming party when we went in the 8th grade so I remembered the road quite well. I called nervously on the doorbell and it was not long before the door opened, to my delight, a super beautiful Johanna, who welcomed me in with a big hug. The house itself was quite small, we entered the hall, where there was a mirror, some clothes that were hung and two doors, the front led to the kitchen and the other to a toilet. Later there was the living room, where there were three sofas, one had two seats, one was an easy chairs, one had three seats. It was quite nicely decorated, the furnishings were fairly new it seemed.
Johanna hurried to grab my hand and take with me and introduce me to everyone who was there, Amadeus also hung with me. Once inside the living room sat a couple of people, maybe 6-7 people and played some drinking games with cards while it was quite loud music, lucrative with Big O, included the hit singles that were played. Anna sat there and talked to Emilia, Amadeus rushed in to her to visit and immediately began to mingle. Judging from how it appeared at that time, so it looked like they were pretty good with each other, it was mostly because they laughed often quite high and all the little smiles that revealed this to me. I stood there for a while and just looked at the people who danced and tried to tag for the celebration, I felt pretty unwelcome though, do not misunderstand me. They had given me a warm welcome and asked me to feel like home, but I still felt like I was in a place where I belong when I otherwise is the typical gamer.
Just when I thought oh, this was a bad idea and planned to leave the pre-party Johanna came, with tears in his eye and asked if we could talk. I took her out of the back and listened to what she had to say. Typically, she had received a drunken call of her boyfriend Peter in which he had said all sorts of things to her, and said he would go and **** a girl, Cecilia, who had accompanied him on speed racing. Johanna said she did not really want that Cecilia would follow from the very beginning because she knew she liked Peter. But as I mentioned earlier, Peter was one hell of a boy to play innocent, so she finally agreed to this.
She started to blame himself and I hugged her and said that it was not her fault, and that maybe he was just being drunk and that everything would be fine. She asked: "Do you really think so?" and I only replied "I hope so". Then she looked away, but had a hair covering over her cheek, I do not know why but I grabbed her cheek gently with my hand and took it away, we immediately gained eye contact and unselfish and stupid as I am, I looked away , I did not see the chance I had to kiss my dream girl there. Actually, maybe that's the way that I can only speak for myself that it was so, but I was just scared?
Johanna and I said no more, we just smiled a bit and went in to the party again.
The people inside seemed to be quite drunk, especially Amadeus who sat and drew high jokes and seemed to have more fun than he ever had. I was glad for his sake, for both Anna and Emily showed great interest, they were playing with his hair and gave him a lot of attention. Eventually, I heard Sara (another girl who was on the pre-party) to say that we would start walking down to the Hugo Nightclub now to avoid the queues, everyone thought this was a superb idea and we started to dress ourselves. When I bent to tie my shoes Johanna spanked me on the ass lightly and I smiled in embarrassment afterwards. We went there , this is a walk of about 15 minutes. All the way, I and Johanna walked behind the whole gang of 6-7 people, and whispered some stuff to each other as it was intended that the others would not hear. There was really nothing special, we discussed who would hook up tonight and such. Random partytalk that is.
It was only at the bridge which is just before the Scandic Hotel, which my hand and Johannas hand happened to touch each other. There was really no big deal perhaps, but none of us wanted to remove his hand. We held our hands like that for maybe 10 seconds, but it felt like 10 years. Eventually she took my hand and we walked the last 5 minutes to Hugo Nightclub holding hands. Amadeus went between Anna and Emily a bit ahead of us, with one arm on Emilia and the other of Anna (Emily on the right side, Anna on the left side).
The feeling I felt when we held hands was unreal, I had the urge to jump in front of the tram that drove past us just to see if I could get hurt. I felt myself flying about.
Finally inside the nightclub so we danced off, we walked around and mingled, and I saw Amadeus make out with Anna after only about 5 minutes we've been in here. Johanna looked at me and laughed a bit (she had previously guessed that they would hook up when we were on the way up to the nightclub). I tried as best I could to dance inside on the dance floor with Amadeus later, just for fun. Then Johanna jumped between us and we danced all three, Amadeus took that it was time to be a good friend and disappeared into the crowd. We were dancing very close to each other and kissed gently. We held hands and moved on to another room, where you can smoke and the music is not as loud in there. kind of a mingling room, where Amadeus sat, not surprisingly, and made out with Emilia, now it was my turn to laugh (I did guess that) and Johanna hit me lightly on the arm with a smile.
Anna saw this, the reaction was certainly not the one I thought, for in my brain said it "Catfight inc" but the result instead was that she jumped into his lap, and started to mess with him and Emilia. Then all three started to make out, and then make their way home to Anna again.
Sara and the others who had also been at the pre party was nowhere to be seen, and to my disappointment I did not see Johanna, either. I decided that this was always a start, and left Hugo with a good mood.
Just when I had gone through the door that led out to the streets, I felt that someone grabbed my hand from behind, this was Johanna. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek and was taken to a nervous hello ..?
I hugged her and answered completely happy, like a child who goes down to find the presents under the Christmas tree with a huge smile that was not going to be erased from my lips the next few minutes. She asked where I was headed, I said I was going home and when she asked if we could join company as we live pretty close. Of course we did this too.
On the way to where I lived who was not at all long maybe 5 minutes if you walked at a fast pace, we laughed, told jokes and just enjoyed each others company. When I wrote the code for the door and I started to remember.
"Damn it, they close it at 12 on Fridays, it's 03:00 O'clock! And nobody's home!"
She replied calmly if we could not call anyone to open, we couldn't.
So she asked nervously:
"You can sleep with me if you want, no one is home anyway and you can sleep on the couch if you want"
I did not hesitate a second, but still tried to sound a bit unsure as to the atmosphere would not be destroyed.
We walked further to her house and went inside, she asked if I wanted to eat something but I said I was good.
She said that she was at least going to eat something, so she made a sandwich.
After Johanna had eaten we went on into her room, to watch TV, pearl harbour was on, I was laying in the couch which was turned so that the TV would not be seen from it, unless you turned your neck a lot. Which led to that johanna said "Comeon over here, you can't see anything from there"
I tried to smile, but it wasn't really successful, I got up off the couch and went to the bed, laid down right next to her, just as Ben Affleck tried to impress his doctor on Pearl Harbour I felt her hand on my thigh, I thought she put it there by mistake, but it slowly started going upwards.
Adventually she grabbed it, turned around and kissed me, I kissed her back just as she started stroking my hard dick carefully. I asked:
"Are you sure about this?"
She didn't answer, she just gave me a look with her gorgeous eyes and dove down under the cover. At first I was very worried, but when I felt her tounge going all over my dick, I knew the answer to my question. She blew me off while jerking me off at the same time, I had never felt a better feeling in my life. After some time, the gentleman that I am I decided that it was her time. I slowly started take off all her clothes, one piece after another, and carefully started to fondle her, at the same time as I kissed her C-cups. Adventually I started to finger her, one finger only while licking her at the same time, it didn't taste THAT good, but I didn't care, I was in heaven. After some time we were both aroused enough, so my penis went inside her, but only the tip, played around back and forth.
She couldn't hold it anymore, and she asked me to take her, and the feeling, I can't describe it, when the girl you've been dreaming about for 6 years, asking you to take her, to fuck her, totally naked... That feeling is worth more than any money in the world.
I obeyed her, we had sex, unbelievably passionate sex, when we were all done, I felt asleep with my penis still inside of her, she was very close to me and we fell asleep at the same time, holding each other...
A while later after about 2 hours of sleep, I awoke to a screaming Peter, bashing in the air, standing in front of Johanna shouting, "What the hell are you doing, you whore! I hate you!"
My first thought was that I had to flee, but then he slapped her on the cheek, suddenly something started to rise in me, I felt anger, a lot, I stood up walked up to him, he shouted that he was going to kill me, he tried to hit Johanna again, I stopped his arm on it's way to her face with my left hand, took my right hand and I bashed him in his stomach as hard as I could, following it up with my knee to his head as he beant forward form the punch, when he was dizzy after the hits, I took his head and smashed it on the metal frame to the bed, I then took him by his shirt and threw him out shouting, "Come back tomorrow, you're drunk so we can talk about this like adults" I then closed the door, but he kept punching it, until the neighbours shouted that they will call the cops, he then disappeared.
I walked back to Johanna, who sat on the floor, shaking, crying, I sat down right beside her, comforting her, hugging her, telling her that everything is alright, it's quiet now, you are safe with me.
she kissed me gently, we sat there for about 10 minutes, just holding eachother, whispering, gently.
I asked her if she wanted to sleep, she didn't speak only nodded, I helped her to get on her feet, walked her to the bed, and we laid down in the bed together, close to eachother, holding one another, feeling the warmth of our bodies surrounding us, sheltering us, feeling safe, we fell asleep.
I woke up the other day noticing no one was in the bed with me, I first thought that god did I dream this weekend? Could this really have happened? It felt unreal, I walked out to the kitchen, where the girl of my dreams sat down at a table, eating breakfast, there were already some sandwiches made for me, so I sat down and ate them talking to her, about everything that had happened this weekend...
Yours sincerely Ph3noM
It started at school, I woke up at 7 and I thought oh no big deal it's friday, a crazy weekend ahead, I can oversleep without anything happening. I slept through to about 10 o'clock, then I just figured(after I had woken up and had breakfast) ****! I had missed my time with study and career counselor ... It took me a while before I actually did went off to her and made an appointment. But not even this, which would normally be able to get me to be a little down (which I'm quite serious in my studies), it is delayed, for a crazy weekend.
I went to school, typically ... English lesson was canceled, and religion A which I was to read after it was voluntary. In other words, no lessons left for the day, which only made me even more psyched to come out this weekend. It was so that the day before (on Thursday) so I sat up pretty late and chatted with a very pretty girl who goes in my class, Johanna. The two of us goes in the third ring, reading social science program. We sat up and discussed our project, you know we are involved in project work in the 3rd year and I had the pleasure of working with Johanna, is not enough that she was the prettiest girl I know, but also because she is very intelligent.
We sat and discussed some of the calls that needed to be done, people who had contacted and how we would solve the problems we have encountered, nothing interesting really. However, it became interesting later, I noticed that Johanna was behaving a bit strange, call me what you want but when a "classmate" suddenly flirts around with hearts and smileys I got a very tingly feeling in my stomach.
It all started when she told me about some problems she had with her boyfriend, how he treated her and so. We got into the topic because she thought I had been very "cold" in school, I was not like that typical happy that I was otherwise. So I told her that I was just overly stressed from being the best Mage EU and being social, plus all the tests and above all national tests in Swedish and Certificate in Advanced English, which I also read. She knew of course that this could be a stressful position to be in, and then she told me about their problems and that she felt the same.
I tried all day to come up with great tips and tried to show presence, that I was listening (I mean hey how many get the chance to discuss private stuff with JOHANNA!), But this was a very difficult task, I must say. My heart was beating at triple speed, it felt like. Then when she started writing things like "Thank you <3" and "You're so kind <3, thanks for listening" so I felt a pang of happiness while I was incredibly nervous.
It felt like my heart would jump out of my chest when she went into deeper details, she said her boyfriend was pretty rough in bed and that she had not had sex that she actually thought was good since forever. That he was rough was really nothing strange, he was, after all, Peter Isa. The toughest on the Syrian at school, he always skipped school to continue to invent all sorts of mischief and always came away because the ****er is so damn good at playing innocent before the teachers.
After we had talked a bit about this for a while, she asked what I would do this weekend. I said I probably would not do anything special, maybe hang with my good friend Amadeus.
Honestly, this was incredibly unexpected, but she asked us if we wanted to come to party with her, Emily and Anna. She told me that Peter would be on the Speedway races at the weekend (he is pretty good in Speedway Racing). I responded directly, saying that obviously we would like to join.
Then after that I got a good night, hugs <3 of her before she left the chat. I think I read through all our conversation three times after she had gone. I could not understand it!
You know how often has had a person they have always been in love with, but you can not get to various reasons? Johanna is my person in that context, I have attended the same class as her then 6-ball and now I'm in 3rd place in high school. That I would go out partying with her was incredible.
Anyway, I called Amadeus, even if it was 01:00 in to the night between Thursday and Friday, and he replied tired:
"What the **** do you want geek? I'm sleeping"
"Hey Ama! We're going to a party with Johanna and her pals"
"**** no, I can't be asked to go to some party" said Amadeus.
"Anna and Emily will be there ..." I said a little quiet
"Geek when will we go?" Amadeus said while he sounded wide awake.
"She said we were on the pre-party at Anna at 8, then slide further towards Hugo Nightclub at 11."
"Ok I will come, let me sleep now"
* CLICK *
Since I had no lessons so I ate quickly in the dining room, and then I slid on to Amadeus school to check what's up. Luckily for me was that Amadeus class ended just when I arrived, so we met up and discussed the plan for tonight. He made it clear to me that this is probably my only chance of something happening between me and Johanna. She pulls course and studying far away next year while I remain here for a while. Then we headed home to Amadeus and chill for a while with him before we could go.
It is almost 8 and we went to Anna's house, I had been here before on a housewarming party when we went in the 8th grade so I remembered the road quite well. I called nervously on the doorbell and it was not long before the door opened, to my delight, a super beautiful Johanna, who welcomed me in with a big hug. The house itself was quite small, we entered the hall, where there was a mirror, some clothes that were hung and two doors, the front led to the kitchen and the other to a toilet. Later there was the living room, where there were three sofas, one had two seats, one was an easy chairs, one had three seats. It was quite nicely decorated, the furnishings were fairly new it seemed.
Johanna hurried to grab my hand and take with me and introduce me to everyone who was there, Amadeus also hung with me. Once inside the living room sat a couple of people, maybe 6-7 people and played some drinking games with cards while it was quite loud music, lucrative with Big O, included the hit singles that were played. Anna sat there and talked to Emilia, Amadeus rushed in to her to visit and immediately began to mingle. Judging from how it appeared at that time, so it looked like they were pretty good with each other, it was mostly because they laughed often quite high and all the little smiles that revealed this to me. I stood there for a while and just looked at the people who danced and tried to tag for the celebration, I felt pretty unwelcome though, do not misunderstand me. They had given me a warm welcome and asked me to feel like home, but I still felt like I was in a place where I belong when I otherwise is the typical gamer.
Just when I thought oh, this was a bad idea and planned to leave the pre-party Johanna came, with tears in his eye and asked if we could talk. I took her out of the back and listened to what she had to say. Typically, she had received a drunken call of her boyfriend Peter in which he had said all sorts of things to her, and said he would go and **** a girl, Cecilia, who had accompanied him on speed racing. Johanna said she did not really want that Cecilia would follow from the very beginning because she knew she liked Peter. But as I mentioned earlier, Peter was one hell of a boy to play innocent, so she finally agreed to this.
She started to blame himself and I hugged her and said that it was not her fault, and that maybe he was just being drunk and that everything would be fine. She asked: "Do you really think so?" and I only replied "I hope so". Then she looked away, but had a hair covering over her cheek, I do not know why but I grabbed her cheek gently with my hand and took it away, we immediately gained eye contact and unselfish and stupid as I am, I looked away , I did not see the chance I had to kiss my dream girl there. Actually, maybe that's the way that I can only speak for myself that it was so, but I was just scared?
Johanna and I said no more, we just smiled a bit and went in to the party again.
The people inside seemed to be quite drunk, especially Amadeus who sat and drew high jokes and seemed to have more fun than he ever had. I was glad for his sake, for both Anna and Emily showed great interest, they were playing with his hair and gave him a lot of attention. Eventually, I heard Sara (another girl who was on the pre-party) to say that we would start walking down to the Hugo Nightclub now to avoid the queues, everyone thought this was a superb idea and we started to dress ourselves. When I bent to tie my shoes Johanna spanked me on the ass lightly and I smiled in embarrassment afterwards. We went there , this is a walk of about 15 minutes. All the way, I and Johanna walked behind the whole gang of 6-7 people, and whispered some stuff to each other as it was intended that the others would not hear. There was really nothing special, we discussed who would hook up tonight and such. Random partytalk that is.
It was only at the bridge which is just before the Scandic Hotel, which my hand and Johannas hand happened to touch each other. There was really no big deal perhaps, but none of us wanted to remove his hand. We held our hands like that for maybe 10 seconds, but it felt like 10 years. Eventually she took my hand and we walked the last 5 minutes to Hugo Nightclub holding hands. Amadeus went between Anna and Emily a bit ahead of us, with one arm on Emilia and the other of Anna (Emily on the right side, Anna on the left side).
The feeling I felt when we held hands was unreal, I had the urge to jump in front of the tram that drove past us just to see if I could get hurt. I felt myself flying about.
Finally inside the nightclub so we danced off, we walked around and mingled, and I saw Amadeus make out with Anna after only about 5 minutes we've been in here. Johanna looked at me and laughed a bit (she had previously guessed that they would hook up when we were on the way up to the nightclub). I tried as best I could to dance inside on the dance floor with Amadeus later, just for fun. Then Johanna jumped between us and we danced all three, Amadeus took that it was time to be a good friend and disappeared into the crowd. We were dancing very close to each other and kissed gently. We held hands and moved on to another room, where you can smoke and the music is not as loud in there. kind of a mingling room, where Amadeus sat, not surprisingly, and made out with Emilia, now it was my turn to laugh (I did guess that) and Johanna hit me lightly on the arm with a smile.
Anna saw this, the reaction was certainly not the one I thought, for in my brain said it "Catfight inc" but the result instead was that she jumped into his lap, and started to mess with him and Emilia. Then all three started to make out, and then make their way home to Anna again.
Sara and the others who had also been at the pre party was nowhere to be seen, and to my disappointment I did not see Johanna, either. I decided that this was always a start, and left Hugo with a good mood.
Just when I had gone through the door that led out to the streets, I felt that someone grabbed my hand from behind, this was Johanna. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek and was taken to a nervous hello ..?
I hugged her and answered completely happy, like a child who goes down to find the presents under the Christmas tree with a huge smile that was not going to be erased from my lips the next few minutes. She asked where I was headed, I said I was going home and when she asked if we could join company as we live pretty close. Of course we did this too.
On the way to where I lived who was not at all long maybe 5 minutes if you walked at a fast pace, we laughed, told jokes and just enjoyed each others company. When I wrote the code for the door and I started to remember.
"Damn it, they close it at 12 on Fridays, it's 03:00 O'clock! And nobody's home!"
She replied calmly if we could not call anyone to open, we couldn't.
So she asked nervously:
"You can sleep with me if you want, no one is home anyway and you can sleep on the couch if you want"
I did not hesitate a second, but still tried to sound a bit unsure as to the atmosphere would not be destroyed.
We walked further to her house and went inside, she asked if I wanted to eat something but I said I was good.
She said that she was at least going to eat something, so she made a sandwich.
After Johanna had eaten we went on into her room, to watch TV, pearl harbour was on, I was laying in the couch which was turned so that the TV would not be seen from it, unless you turned your neck a lot. Which led to that johanna said "Comeon over here, you can't see anything from there"
I tried to smile, but it wasn't really successful, I got up off the couch and went to the bed, laid down right next to her, just as Ben Affleck tried to impress his doctor on Pearl Harbour I felt her hand on my thigh, I thought she put it there by mistake, but it slowly started going upwards.
Adventually she grabbed it, turned around and kissed me, I kissed her back just as she started stroking my hard dick carefully. I asked:
"Are you sure about this?"
She didn't answer, she just gave me a look with her gorgeous eyes and dove down under the cover. At first I was very worried, but when I felt her tounge going all over my dick, I knew the answer to my question. She blew me off while jerking me off at the same time, I had never felt a better feeling in my life. After some time, the gentleman that I am I decided that it was her time. I slowly started take off all her clothes, one piece after another, and carefully started to fondle her, at the same time as I kissed her C-cups. Adventually I started to finger her, one finger only while licking her at the same time, it didn't taste THAT good, but I didn't care, I was in heaven. After some time we were both aroused enough, so my penis went inside her, but only the tip, played around back and forth.
She couldn't hold it anymore, and she asked me to take her, and the feeling, I can't describe it, when the girl you've been dreaming about for 6 years, asking you to take her, to fuck her, totally naked... That feeling is worth more than any money in the world.
I obeyed her, we had sex, unbelievably passionate sex, when we were all done, I felt asleep with my penis still inside of her, she was very close to me and we fell asleep at the same time, holding each other...
A while later after about 2 hours of sleep, I awoke to a screaming Peter, bashing in the air, standing in front of Johanna shouting, "What the hell are you doing, you whore! I hate you!"
My first thought was that I had to flee, but then he slapped her on the cheek, suddenly something started to rise in me, I felt anger, a lot, I stood up walked up to him, he shouted that he was going to kill me, he tried to hit Johanna again, I stopped his arm on it's way to her face with my left hand, took my right hand and I bashed him in his stomach as hard as I could, following it up with my knee to his head as he beant forward form the punch, when he was dizzy after the hits, I took his head and smashed it on the metal frame to the bed, I then took him by his shirt and threw him out shouting, "Come back tomorrow, you're drunk so we can talk about this like adults" I then closed the door, but he kept punching it, until the neighbours shouted that they will call the cops, he then disappeared.
I walked back to Johanna, who sat on the floor, shaking, crying, I sat down right beside her, comforting her, hugging her, telling her that everything is alright, it's quiet now, you are safe with me.
she kissed me gently, we sat there for about 10 minutes, just holding eachother, whispering, gently.
I asked her if she wanted to sleep, she didn't speak only nodded, I helped her to get on her feet, walked her to the bed, and we laid down in the bed together, close to eachother, holding one another, feeling the warmth of our bodies surrounding us, sheltering us, feeling safe, we fell asleep.
I woke up the other day noticing no one was in the bed with me, I first thought that god did I dream this weekend? Could this really have happened? It felt unreal, I walked out to the kitchen, where the girl of my dreams sat down at a table, eating breakfast, there were already some sandwiches made for me, so I sat down and ate them talking to her, about everything that had happened this weekend...
Yours sincerely Ph3noM
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